June 2012
May 2012
JESUS CHRIST.
Does it ever STOP?
I hate everyone:
an autobiography.
“If we have goals and dreams and we want to do our best, and if we love people and we don’t want to hurt them or lose them, we should feel pain when things go wrong. The point isn’t to live without any regrets, the point is to not hate ourselves for having them… We need to learn to love the flawed, imperfect things that we create, and to forgive ourselves for creating them. Regret doesn’t remind us that we did badly — it reminds us that we know we can do better.”
—Kathryn Schulz (via devincastro)
I can't go to Bonnaroo.
I guess you could probably imagine the disappointment I’m feeling but it feels worse than heartbreak. I have to sell my ticket and hope to make at least some of what I paid for it back. I feel like I’m selling my soul. I have no way of traveling to Tennessee, I can’t do it alone and I have no one to make the trip with.
I saved up and bought the ticket for myself for passing with flying colors in school, I’m in the top five percentile of my department at School of Visual Arts which is pretty damn good and I worked my ASS off this year, Bonnaroo was the light at the end of the tunnel for me, a few days to let all the stress go and have fun but I guess it’s time to grow up and smell the adulthood.
I am going to go be a miserable sap now.
